Thoughts...

2008-12-20T17:46:00.002Z

Haven been updating for a long period of time...
i wonder if there's anyone still clicking into mi blog to check if i've got any updates...lol

anyway, i'm having my christmas break now
stayed in norwich for the fact that i thought i can still work
but who knows....
all shifts are cancelled and will resume only on the 10th jan...
hai... will be very broke...
nevertheless, i'll try to enjoy myself and also be very productive during the break

juz came back from oslo , the capital of norway
it's a nice place but expensive
the trip was rather enjoyable, lotsa walking, sightseeing and WINDOW shopping (LOL)
weather was freaking cold
but overall, it is a place worth visiting and i'll definitely go again as i did not ski this time due to lack of time and money... *sobz*

will be going prague and vienna next month and to prepare for the trip,
i've juz bought a travel guide on europe from amazon... so excited!!!!

christmas coming...
i've got no plans, guess most likely i'll be staying in my room 'celebrating' xmas... LOL
hopefully my dearest frenx will enjoy themselves in sg...
wana wish you guys a Happy Merry Christmas!!!!

besides that, my beloved milia is turning 21 very very soon!!!
Happy Birthday to Milia...
hope u've got a great celebration planned by yiliang? or joyce? haha...
miss you lots!!!

and to my frenx out there...
update me with news k... msn/facebook/call/write to me when u're free k....
miss ya lots!

2008-10-07T13:39:00.002Z

feeling blue

everything seems meaningless

how nice if life is simple
but what's the definition of simple i'm looking for...
i've got no idea too... ...

2008-09-22T16:50:00.003Z

I'm back in UK... but my first day back here is extremely unlucky!
I lost my card holder which I is very important to me coz it contains my atm card, campus card, bus pass, krisflyer card, sainsbury card (which i've got lotsa points yet to be redeemed), oyster card and 27pounds!
This has caused me many inconvenience... I'm now a poor ass... I can only get money from the money when I bring my passport there... =( and I've to get a new bus pass for 148pounds and a replacement for my campus card which is worth 10 pounds... It certainly makes me realise that it's terrible to live without any money... Horrible!!!!
Today is my first day attending lectures... Till now, I've yet to make up my mind on which modules I really want coz I'm so afraid that I can't do well for those I choose and my results will be simply disgusting... Thus, I've decided to sit in lectures to see which interest me more before submitting the form to change module =) Hopefully the guan ying niang niang will bless me as I've make several trips there to ask for enlightenment... muahaha... (don't luff at me rrrr... many of you lidat oso d k... lol)
Life is getting quite busy coz it's all about studying and working now... and oso I've to look out for jobs to settle my rice bowl after graduating... so, i guess it's really bad to be in year 3... there's simply alot of thing to do... hai.... and the stress and pressure is a lot more than previous years... This is juz the beginning... there'll be more to come... OMG!
By the way, for those who sent me a sms before I left Sg, thanks alot! I've switched off my phone quite early and perhaps I can't read ya msg and reply you... sry... Also, I want to give thanks to my 8 beloved darlings + one of my darling's darling for taking time out from busy schedule to meet for dinner and movie... thanks thanks!

Here's my address:-
Paston House Flat 15 Room C
University of East Anglia
Norwich
Norfolk
NR4 7TJ

My contact no. is 07726169431

2008-06-03T00:45:00.003Z

Fall for you
Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me inI'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

2008-05-22T22:57:00.004Z

Almost done with the exams... 1 more to go and my second year in U will end...
so far, the exams were pretty much alright... however, sometimes the results were different from what you expected... and hence, i shan't put too much hope on it... juz make sure i pass and need not come bac for any retake.

Tidied my room yesterday... it's very clean and neat now... *satisfied*
in the midst of my 'spring cleaning', i stopped to read the cards, letters, cds that i've received ever since i've decided to come over to uk till now... i'm touched and felt really blessed to have meet you(all my beloved darlings) in my life...

however after looking through some, i've felt something holding me back... and i ain't enjoying that feeling...
i made an effort to resist that force... and hopefully it works and hinders me no more...

soon... i'll be going back... but for the time being, i shall promise myself to study hard for the last paper (eventhough i'm already in holiday mood)

will blog again...

ciaoz

2008-04-26T13:04:00.003Z

giving up?
disheartened?

omg...
i have no idea what i'm doing now
i can't sit down properly to revise my work
where's my determination to do well?
deep down, it seems like i'm slowly giving up...

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-14T20:16:00.002Z

easter break is over!
seriously, i did not make good use of this holiday... though i've been travelling to different places but i've not revise for my examinations. GoSh!!!

BELFAST
when studying social studies, northern ireland and sri lanka are the 2 places which i wanted to go... but after travelling to belfast (capital of northern ireland), i guess i would give up the idea of travelling to sri lanka to avoid disappointment... ha... belfast is not somewhere really exciting... to someone not knowing abt the conflict between the protestant and catholic, prince william of orange etc... you would realise yourself traveling to a country with loads of war-related stuff... lol... and you will be so bored abt it... nevertheless, there might be another thing which will makes you feel knowlegable after the trip as you get to know that titantic is actually built in belfast... haha... and that's the end of story... it's a very small place and thankfully i'm there for only 2 days... not many things to shop, the shops available were quite similar to norwich, so not at all fascinated abt it... thus, i would not suggest anyone to go belfast unless they got extra cash... keke...

BARCELONA
barcelona is in spain... it's not the capital but heard from others that it's much better in comparison to madrid... though i've not been to madrid, but i can definitely assure you that barcelona is a great and heavenly place to travel... it's awesome!!!!!
it is easy accessible and there's many places and tourist attractions to visit... you can visit all the places by yourself without any difficulties... do some reseach, get a map and you'll be alright... the transportation system is rather satisfying... the metro is million times better than the metro in paris and the tube in london... it's at least clean and comfortable to be in... lol... barcelona is quite compact so money can be saved by walking and not taking any transport...the tourist attractions are all amazing... nice nice nice!!! will post the pics taken when i'm done with my exams =)
anyway, i've spent 3 full days over there... and it's not enuff! though it's not any big city, there's too many places to cover and 3 days are not sufficient to go to every places as listed as 'top 10 muz visit' in the bk introducing barcelona... it's quite difficult to communicate to the locals if you do not speak any spanish, that's why i spent most of my conversation using body lanuguage... lol... some locals are very friendly but there's locals who do not like people who speak english... erm... maybe you can try talking to them in chinese before using english... haha...
btw, it's good to bring more cash over coz prices are steep... bought 5 pcs of chocolates for ard 6 euros... small pcs loh!!!! but they all look very nice so it's very hard to avoid the temptation of buying it... haha... one of the die die muz go place in barcelona is the market in la rambla... oh my goodness, it's heaven!!! had went there 3 times coz i simply love the market... you'll be amazed too if you're there.... had went to sagrada familia, the famous unfinished church... the first reaction when seeing the church was to exclaim... very impressive! i've went to the top of the church and it's scary... haha... my legs were weak all of a sudden and walking down by stairs were torturing... coz my body is tembling in fear... (you can choose to go down by lift, but i was trying to make my 2euros worth it... lol...) nevertheless, it was a great experience...
furthermore, spanish food is awesome too! i love paella!!!! =) paella is like some seafood rice but it's really really delicious... and it muz be accompanied with sangria (it's a wine punch with fruits and is served in big jug)... very very niceeee... other spanish food includes tapas which is the appetizers and if i'm not wrong, there are 15 different types of tapas to choose from... and there are many other breads, pastries, cakes which are all mouthwatering...
overall, barcelona is one of the muz go destination in life! =D

anyway... resumed lessons today... no more holidays but getting closer and closer to exams...left 24 days to my first paper.... panic panic panic... have not get really started with revision... i should stop procrastinating and do some serious work le...
guess will not be able to blog until exams are over... and once exams are over, you will get to see me real soon............ haha....

ciaoz

2008-03-20T01:43:00.003Z

Easter break!!!
one month holidaeee...

perhaps it's considered quite a long holiday, but it will be over very soon...
coz there's lotsa things to do... busy busy...

first of all,
though it's meant for me to relac and enjoy life, i'll have to really do some serious revision over the holiday... or else, i tink i no face to go bac home to see daddy mummy le...

next,
i've confirmed my trip to Belfast and Barcelona!!!
this is wat i'm really excited about...
checked online and found out that the air tix to belfast was only 6.02 pounds... omg!!!
(u can't get to batam at this price oso lo...) hahaha...

and...
received an email from the school informing me that i've passed my interview for the job in campus... so i'll be going for trial shift very very soon.... erm... to be exact, end of next month...
and most likely, i'll be getting myself a part time job in school which is so niceeeee.... dun have to travel so much yet receiving fantastic income... hopefully everything will be going smoothly...

also,
my application as a relief teacher has been approved... implying that i'll be going bac to school again when i'm bac in sg... hahaha... however, i hope i can find myself another job before i call any school... coz the income not very stable... haha... then i can't really enjoy myself if i'm going anywhere for holiday when i'm bac....

woah....
the beginning of my easter break is filled with happy news...
hopefully there's more... wakakaka...

2008-03-09T00:34:00.002Z

Again... someone i know since young has left the world

some of my frenz might know who he is, might have seen him before when coming to my house...
he is not very old... but he has been fighting with several illness for a long time
and 2 days ago,
he had left, in search for some comfort
though i think it's better this way
but i do feel shock when mummy told me about it

had know him since very young...
from what i know,
he is someone who is not close to his family as he left them when he is young
he got a bunch of friends... but in my perspective, they're all 酒肉朋友(there's such a word ritee)
coz i only see them around when he is giving a treat...
in the past, he used to be quite rich, but he spend all his money on food, alcohol, entertainment, taxi and giving treats to frenz around him...
perhaps he feel that it's a way to make frenz... perhaps he know he's lonely...
or maybe he has no family for him to support, he sees no reason in saving the money...

but i guess he never expect to have many different types of virus multiplying in his body...
at the later stage of his life, he did not much much money left... and so, it's logical that those frenz who were ard him before are no longer ard him... though few of them still keep in contact with him... and on that day when he bid farewell to the world he has been living in for ard 40+ years, to the doctors and nurses, to the smell of the hospital he has been living for quite some time, to those medicines and pipes... etc... at that time, there are only 3 frenz supporting him...

he struggled hard...
but eventually...
i guess he feel meaningless to live in this way...

he passed away... with no funeral ceremony
however, his family has arranged the cremation

life is so unpredictable...
u might be healthy like nobody's business nw...
but you do not know what will happen in the future
so... i really feel the importance of living your life to the fullest
go pursue what you desire, have no regrets!
treasure people around you, especially your family...
in his case,
despite leaving his family for a long time...
they are still there to help you in the very end
spending lotsa money and time with his frenz...
they disappear all of a sudden when you need them most

of coz,
i'm not referring that all frenz are like this...
definitely, there are frenz who will stay beside you for life
but
i wanted to stress the importance of family...

thus,
it is vital to treasure your family...
even though you're not in close term with them,
but they still play an important role in your life...
in any part of your life...

cherish them and all the memories shared together with them...

I love my dearest daddy, mummy and beloved baobao!!!!!!
they are the most important people in my life =)

2008-03-09T00:29:00.000Z

u-tube time...

2008-03-05T13:36:00.002Z

had juz finished marketing lecture, and we were shown some interesting u-tube videos again...

so...
i tink i shall share it coz it's really niceee...

Stella Artois:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9B7j4D9eMM

Price is everything:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zz9-QiNSXEU

GRAMMOPHONE - Rowan Atkinson - Not The Nine o'Clock News:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSINO6MKtco

How To Irritate People - The Car Salesman:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9igQ18GIqvc

Banned Ikea Commercial - Spaghetti:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3TO90OV1IME&feature=related

Fight for kisses:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=XBv7tkQbvfo&feature=related

2008-02-28T00:41:00.002Z

yesterday night was full of excitement... wakakaka...

first of all, there's an earthquake... if you happen to read the news in bbc, u'll realize that it's the biggest earthquake in UK...
nevertheless, i din feel it though many others did... muahaha...

secondly, fire alarm goes off at ard 5am... it's actually quite normal but this time round, it's a real fire alarm... surprise~~~
haha...normally i wun gif a damn to the fire alarm but this time round, the security went ard knocking on everyone's door so i guess it might be a real one and thus i decided to evacuate from the building...
there's no fire but there's smoke in the kitchen juz below mi flat...
nothing serious actually but many fire engines came...
big fuss!!! muahaha

2008-02-21T12:59:00.002Z

Finally, i've finished both assignments and had juz handed in...
so... i'm extremely happi now even though i've still got another one to go
seems like the air is much fresher now..muahaha

2008-02-20T03:48:00.001Z

it's 3.49am

i am extremely tired...
physically and mentally exhausted...

can someone finish my assignment for me......
sobxxx =(

2008-02-05T15:15:00.000Z

In this world, there are many different types of people with different character, personality, thinking, lifestyle, background, etc... It is not anything easy to accomodate and satisfy to the needs and expectations of different individuals. The simple intention to help may be interpreted wrongly... it may also be considered as an offend... No one really knows what others are thinking and feeling unless they were being told. However, the possibility of telling someone about your thinking and feeling is not high; as you are afraid that you might offend them. In this case, what should we do to satisfy and gain self-satisfaction? Seriously, I've got no idea as I'm always stucked in this situation... =(

2008-02-03T19:41:00.000Z

it's time to remove the mold here...

neeway, there's nothing special lately... coz i've been staring into the com most of the time, struggling to complete my assignments. currently, i've got 3 more assignments to go and after that i'll have to prepare for my examinations... not forgetting to take a short break first...

though life is still stressful, but as compared to last year... the workload increases lots... it seems that what has been thru last yr is a small peanut... lol... but i'm still working hard... =)

2 days ago...i saw a change in me... i've got one of my assignment results and it's not up to my expectation... others may have juz spend few days doing it but they got a higher grade than me... felt disappointed but it's really different from before... despite feeling disappointed, i'm still very calm and accepted it the way it is... but i'll find out what went wrong... last time, i doubt i will be feeling the way i'm feeling now... perhaps, i've grown up a little bit more ba....

no matter what, it's real time to prepare myself well for the battle le...as this battle is not an easy one... Jiayou!!!!

new year's coming... hereby, I'll like to wish all my fantastic bestie frenx and family Happy Chinese New Year...!!!!
I'll jiayou in my assignment while you guys enjoy in the ang bao collecting process ba....LOL

btw, i've brought up the topic to yl n yao abt gg for a holiday together... (when i'm back k...)
hahaha... maybe u guys can discuss abt it... and see how ba... =)

2007-12-31T19:22:00.000Z

terribly upset and disappointed with the words said...

decision lies within you...

2007-12-14T22:10:00.000Z

after weeks of struggling, grumbling, midnight oil burnt... i've finally finished the OS assignment and had submitted it yesterday....
the feeling was so great!
i can feel my brain cells are regenerating, my nerves calming themselves down...
but,

things don't always turn out to be perfect...

first of all, i've lost my thumbdrive yesterday...
which implies that all my work is gone...
quite affected abt the fact that it's lost coz i could not rmb wat's exactly inside...
haix...

secondly,
though i've finished OS, but there's assignments for BF, FA, OB and Marketing...
all due when school starts...
will this be a great holiday?
i doubt so....

thirdly,
filled with countless uncertainties... stress...
level of oxygen seems to be decreasing day by day
i can hardly breathe...
there's too many things to worry for, too many things to do...

2007-11-25T13:48:00.000Z

Found the video on 臨安遺恨 from youtube!!!!!!

it's nice =)

Part 1: http://youtube.com/watch?v=NjCDomELf_8

Part 2: http://youtube.com/watch?v=sFfYeHptZpk&feature=related

enjoy.... :P

2007-11-24T21:24:00.000Z

celebrated rolson's birthday 2 days ago, we got him a chocolate fudge cake from M&S which is absolutely delicious and a blender(soon, we've got fresh fruit juice, i hope)...lol..we went to a indian restaurant - Prince of India for dinner... ate different types of curry and it's quite nice... however, this means that i've burnt lotsa money away... Mummyyyyyyyy....

regarding my OS assignment, im still trying hard to find as much things to include in it... but this is not anything easy, how i hope there's a real doraemon for me... then i cn ask for help anytime, haha...

the weather here is extremely cold... despite wearing 3 layers, i'm still shivering when walking on the street... i really need something thick to keep me warm... looking forward to the sale in london! neeway, i have yet to display the white dress or ermm.. duno wat's the exact name for it that my lovely friends got for me coz i tink i should wear it when it's snowing or perhaps during new year!!! my 新年衣~ :P

hmm.. maybe i'll update agn soon ba, gona continue doing wrk =)

ciaoz~

2007-11-22T12:19:00.001Z

alright...
azel has juz got bac from the laundrette, looking like some housewife...
omg!!!! wat happen to me???
first time experiencing hardship in the laundrette, lol... it's perfectly ok with the amount of clothes, although it's really alot and i need 3 washing machines to fit everything in... but...
tat's not the main point! my concern is on that stupid heavy box which contains 'solid' detergent.
basically, i've to knock, hit and bang the box every time so as to let those cute little tiny mini detergent out.... GOSH!!!! I was sweating like... ermm... hell...
came bac to take the vacuum cleaner but i dunno for wat reason, it ends up in another flat and there's no one using.... *faint*
i'm gg bac to transfer the clothes to the dryer le...
haix...

ciaox~

2007-11-21T08:42:00.000Z

lecture starts at 9am and after one hour of lecture, i'm free from lessons!!!!
ha... it seems so relaxing, in fact, it's not! Haix...
gona appear in the library later to find my marketing text to do hw.. boring
have been stucked on my OS assignment... (anyone wants to help?)
initially, i've chosen Mac as the organization to do research on but it's too broad for me to focus thus i decide to give up
so...here i am now, choosing Zara but not knowing how i should do my assignment
first, we are told to do a system map based on customers' pespective of the company, and list dwn all the sub-systems and boundaries...
apparently, i've been borrowing books, trying to find out wth is system map, sub-systems and the idiotic boundaries... Argh... it's driving me nuts...
the deadline is like 2 weeks from now, and my M.word is still blank... no words on it AT ALL!!!!

Christmas coming... i'll be celebrating this very special festive season in london... LOL
basically, i'm really looking forward to it but... i've been told recently that all shops close on the 25th and there will be no transportation other than cabs! GOSH!!!!!! this is the time to prove that i've got strong legs.... muahaha...
first time celebrating christmas in UK, hopefully it'll be great especially when i'll be in london till 27th, which implies that i'm there on the boxing day!!!!! i wonder wat special discount and offers are awaiting for my arrival... keke... thus, in order to prepare myself for the battle, i've decided to do a research on places to shop in london when i've finished that sickening assignment... yea~~~

gona prepare for lecture now... or i'll be late
ciaoz...

2007-11-18T21:01:00.000Z

as i looked out the window
the sight of taxi driving past
makes me misses home badly

a long period of time since my last entry
did not accomplish much lately
though i've finished one of my assignments
but that wasn't anything to be proud of
coz i'm seriously lagging behind

whenever i'm out to the city
i've been searching for jobs
hopefully there's a call for me soon

as i sat in front of the com
i wanted to focus on my assignments
somehow...
the idea of internship brought my attention away
in the end,
i was busy looking for internship opportunities

i'm not interested in banking and finance
nor i'm interested in accounting firm
but the options available are too limited
it's not any of my interest
this summer...
i wonder what will i be doing
i wonder where will i be

right now,
i'm exhausted
but i still have lots to do
i'm not complaining
i'm not grumbling
i know this is what i should be doing
everything will be fine soon =]

2007-10-29T12:56:00.000Z

blogging time...

i wonder wat are the ways that will enable me to update more...
seems to be getting lazier to blog,
maybe i'm juz too bothered with other things and there's nothing really special to blog about
or perhaps it's pure laziness

many times there are ideas on what to be updated on the blog
but once i sit in front of the com facing this screen,
the ideas just dissolve

anyway,
life has been as usual,
woke up at 8.45am almost everyday
as lessons start at pathetic 10am...
arghhh
every week is a different week coz seminars were different each week
but it's still busy

assignments are stacking up higher and higher
i'm still procrastinating for days
5 bothersome assignments
haix..

my birthday this year was indeed a different one
probably entering into 20s
the kind of celebration is not the same as before
nevertheless,
it was an enjoyable and special day

there's many upcoming plans for holidays
and i mux get myself a job asap
or else i'll juz be seeing people enjoying
muahaha...

2007-10-17T15:53:00.001Z

You're a part of me

Everybody loves
Everybody cries
Everyone has feelings on the inside

Everywhere you go
Everything you do
Feelings are a special part of you

Are you sad
Or mad
Or silly and glad
Find a friend and tell 'em how you feel

Are you scared
Or shy
Or bursting with pride
Share the news that's what makes it real

Everybody hopes
Everybody dreams
Everybody wonders what do feelings really mean

Everyone you touch
Everyone you know
Feelings are a part of how we grow

Are you tired
And down
Or just kidding all round
Find a friend and tell 'em how you feel

Are you jealous
Or bursting with pride
Share the news that's what makes it real

2007-10-08T01:20:00.000Z

2plus in the morning

there's lecture tomorrow morning,

but i couldn't get myself to sleep...

i've been wondering a lot lately

there are various issues circulating

i'm filled with uncertainties...

sometimes, i may really be thinking too much

but when were the times i'm thinking more than i should

i yearn to know...

tried to seek for an answer,

but was being rejected...

FA is such an irritating module.... argh!!!!!!!

2007-10-04T12:00:00.000Z

life was completely different as compared to last year...

i've been here for 12 days

but the 12 days were packed with attending lectures and seminars, going to the city and lazing in the room

supposedly, first week is meant for some fun yet it was replaced with boring lectures. in comparison with others, my timetable was really atrocious. no off-days, starts lesson at 10am almost everyday and was rushing from one lesson to another... it reminds me of the big and small papaya in 881 ~tired~

now, in my new flat... there were only 2 asians including me... others were all ang-mohs
it's a completely new experience coz when i'm living in victory, there was no English so there's no chance for me to communicate more in English and to expose to more cultures.. they are quite friendly but when sitting together for some chats, it's quite difficult to bring up topics with them coz the shows they are watching, i'm not watching; the things they are doing, i'm not doing... but i believe situation will change sooner or later... =)

i'm getting more and more silly... we were told to buy 7 books for our modules and i had sent 2 books which my parcel has yet arrived. i had completely forget which 2 books i'm sending and as i've already bought 4 books, i'm dubious about whether i've purchased the same book as i've sent. GOSH! may my parcel arrive soon.... hopefully tomorrow... lol

by the way, there was a free trial lesson for dance 2 days ago and i've attended it... initially, i was hesitating if i should go coz it will be rather weird to go alone but thankfully, i din give it a miss or i'll regret... haa... to my surprise, there was no salsa lesson available but other international dance, for instance, cha-cha, tango, waltz, etc was taught. though the amount to be paid was quite steep, but i seriously think my Uni life should be filled with lotsa fun thus i signed up for it. the trial lesson was really fun; hip hop and cha-cha was taught. i guess the lesson will commerce next monday so i'll probably update if it's fun or super fun... hahaha...

neeway, my address is changed to:
University of East Anglia
Paston House Flat 3 Room G
Norwich
Norfolk
NR4 7TJ
England

in any case, some kind souls want to send me letters or parcels, please be updated of the new address...

miss ya~~~~~~ =]

2007-09-11T16:47:00.000Z

finally...

i've got my visa...

but...
pathetic 2 years! *sigh*

nevertheless,
i'm am over the moon about the surprise i've got today. i am such a blessed little fellow... with many loving frenx surrounding me... *giggles*

pepper lunch with juan, jes and hazel... but dinner for us instead
was laughing like some idiots who were juz out from the mental hospital.. haa.. but it was really enjoyable!

we went to the park.. i supposed it's called the Istana Park for chat, some singing and photo-taking session...
u muz be thinking what we're up to but seeing my beloved juan bringing her guitar out, of coz i wanted her to perform.. ha...

and guess what, they actually planned a surprise for me...

asking me to go further away so that i could take a better pic of them with a nicer view of the background scenery, then...

juan started strumming her guitar... followed by their singing...

then i realised that they had planned this for me...
right at that moment, i was deeply touched...

tears started rolling down

really thank them for everything... besides thanks, i still wana say thanks..thanks alot alot!

love you guys lotx!!!!!! =D

2007-09-10T09:33:00.000Z

and again...
I've changed a new blogskin... nice and simple... =)

time flies...

very soon...erm, to be specific, 11 mor days and i'll be leaving again. Though it's not the first time leaving, but the feeling is still the same as before... looking forward but yet sad to leave...

may the remaining days can be as fruitful as possible..

hopefully, can meet mor ppl b4 i go ba... frenx are becoming mor n mor bz... aiyo~

2007-08-13T14:01:00.000Z

It's been a period of time since my last entry due to my laziness.

Blogging has a close relationship with one's mood. There might be lots of things to write about but once the mood is not right, you juz can't settle down and blog it out. In fact, neither am I in any mood to blog today but judging from the days that this is not being activated, I seriously think I should wake my blog up again.

Neeway, vv is coming over tomorrow but we are leaving for Malaysia at night to find her beloved husband.. Ha.. So excited about the trip. But since it's not a very nice, good and sweet month to travel, I seriously and sincerely pray that it will be a smooth trip. I'm not being paranoid about the Hungry Ghost Festival, but when you start inhaling smell of burning incenses anywhere you go and walking along the streets with sights of people kneeling down and lighting joss sticks, there seems to be a chill running down my spine and the feeling is inexplicable. Furthermore, lodao juz told me that there's a bus which met an accident when travelling to Malaysia yesterday. 20 died and 9 injured. Gosh! It's freaking me out somehow..

By the way, I realised that the budget hotel in Singapore is not really budget though and I'm wondering why most of the budget hotels are fully occupied when I don't see much tourists around. Ha... It's quite amusing to find out this fact when I'm trying to book the hotel room for the couple. Eventually, I have arranged a 'budget hotel' which is situated in Bencoolen for them and guess what, it's Hotel81, ha... that's the only convenient, available budget hotel I can find... Reading from the reviews, I think it should not be a bad one bah... Ha..

Oh ya.. finally I've got myself a pair of converse shoes yesterday in Queens..erm..(way or town). Like it alot but I'm more interested in the other pair which do not have and will not have my size coz it's not coming out anymore... Sobx... Mummy promised me that she will find it and send it to me when she is going HK one day... Ha... Hopefully that day will come soon, best if she's going before I'm leaving sg.. LOL...

Heard from Shu yun the other day that SIM is rejecting people this year due to large number of people registering for the course there. Talking about this topic, I am filled with dissatisfaction. It was mentioned before that there will be sufficient Uni for Singaporeans but I doubt it's really the case. Singaporeans were encouraged to pursue a degree but how can we pursue one when there's no place for us. Most of the people who were rejected did not do well in their exams but that doesn't mean failing the exams. Despite passing all the subjects, they were eventually forced to accept the fate of rejection. Furthermore, foreigners seems to get a place in U easier than the people of the nation. Thinking back to the pledge we recite every morning for the past 20 years, it is rather obvious that the action contradicts to the words. The government wants to earn more revenue by accepting more foreigners but on the other hand, some Singaporeans ended up contributing to the economy of the other countries; hoping for a better future by studying overseas while some of them were left with not much options. This is bad..seriously bad! In the past, one could get into SIM easily. Even if you've failed your 'A's, you can still hold a place in SIM but what's wrong now. People being rejected?!?!?! If there's insufficient place in Uni, how can one explains the closure of University of New South Wales when it was reported that the closure was due to low student enrolment, causing the school to run into financial problems. It's ridiculous! Arrr...

2007-07-26T08:22:00.000Z

Brief summary for the 2weeks plus spent:

Arrive in Singapore Changi Airport on 9th July 2007 without anyone knowing as it was planned to be a surprise for everyonee!!! Alone, I took a cab dragging 2 luggages and a heavy sling bag back home.
Mummy was SHOCKED and ASTONISHED!
followed by Daddy and BaoBao..
LOL

-Mission Accomplished-

I'm brave!

I went for a hair cut and now..

I've got short hair!

Thinking back, the last time I'm in short hair is when I'm in Sec 2.. which was years ago..

And during tat time, I'm wearing specs and hairband..
GOSH!

Nightmare! Ha..

Anyway, a gathering was planned on the 15th Jul which was supposedly the exact date I'm back... But days before that, I had went around scaring people lke JoyJoy, Mingyao, Shujuan and Jesmon. LOL...!

On the 15th, everyone was arranged to come to my house first.. It was planned...! (with Joy n Mingyao involved) =P However, it was not as successful as I thought it will be... Nevertheless, I'm still happy to see everyone again!

SOrry for spoiling the plans you guys had planned for me.. This will be the first time n the last time kaex..! No worries! LOL

Really had lotsa fun! =)

Last Wednesday was realli havoc! Cuiwen, Feng, Joy, Chris, Jes and me went clubbing..! Girls will always enjoy more benefits thus the 4 gers went 4 clubs.. Free entry and some with free drinks! Ha... Fun night out! We've got one pix on WHo's goin too! Ha.. So furni! LOL... It was my first time clubbing wit them (not including Joy =P) and the whole experience was simply filled with excitement... and everyone was so HOT HOT HOT! Cuiwen was quite 'sennnnn' after the 5 drinks... and she was all along uttering nonsense, LOL.. think JEsmon really BTH her... haa...

Anyway, once is never enuff! We'll club more kaex! Find mor ppl to join in arr! =P

Oh ya... before the clubbing trip, Joy, CW, Shar, Feng and me went Cine for K lunch... It has been ages since I last sang K... Happi =) BUt I wan morrr...! After that, we went to conquer VIVO... However, we only managed to cover one small part ba..(i tink) It was really big but the layout was rather complicated... We took few pics and you can find it in my friendster =)

Went cruise AGAIN...(ya..i noe, ha..) on Friday with my family. I can conclude that daddy really likes to go cruise but I muz admit it's quite enjoyable when u simply want to relax... You nid not worry being late for plane or train and you can eat all you like... That's my ultimate motive anyway.. Hee.. After being a hungry ghost for 9 months plus... of coz I want to eat nice food when I'm here right.. Duhx... So when I want to eat.. juz let me eat... LOL... dun mention the word 'jian fei' when I'm ard... Sensitive arrr... Ha... Throughout the days spent on the cruise, playing mahjong and eating occupied most of the time... Niceeeee =P

However, I was simply lazing around lately... and... I've gt my result...

Seriously, I was not very satisfied with my result but it's ok... I'm able to promote to next yr then not bad le la.. kakaka... But I hope it will be better next year! =)

ALright... lazy to write so much lae.. so I'll end here le..

Ciaox... =)

2007-07-03T02:19:00.000Z

Though I've finished my exams but there's too much things to do... that's why I've not updated my blog for a period of time... Nevertheless, I'm back again... But after this entry, it'll be quite some time for another entry again.. coz I'm leaving for Paris 4 hrs later...
Have been busy packing my stuff for storage lately... though my room is rather empty as compared to my friends around, but packing eveything up is not as easy as it seems to be... Thus, there's alot of things in the rubbish bag... Haix... Even though it's 3.30am, there's no way for me to sleep coz everything is sent away to the storage... Sobx...

Very soon, I'll be heading home... So excited... Really look forward to going home...
By the way, dun have to come to airport k.. thanks ah.. lol

Now feeling quite sad actually, coz all my friends left one by one... Perhaps never get to see them again... Even though the time spent together is not very long... but there are still many things we're all going through together... Walking on that long long path to go for lessons, complaining about the lecturer, cooking and playing together, snow war, birthday, new yr and all kinds of celebration, grumble tgt when we're doing our assignments, mugging together in the library...
all sorts of things.. there's too much to list dwn... though unpleasant things do happen but I still treasure everyone and the memories I've left with...
All the best to my friends! Hope to see everyone again in Sep... Especially lodao, vv, thomas, people from my class and from Flat 16... Love ya and miss ya olwaex!

2007-06-14T14:18:00.000Z

"Reach high for the sky, for at least you fail, you'll still reach for the stars"

"The higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment"

Confused!
Should I aim high and reach for the sky or end up with disappointment when it's not up to my expectations?

I aimed high... I thought I did well and am confident with myself, however, what I've gotten in the end were not up to my expectations and I am now filled with disappointment.

Just received my score for my presentation which was held on Monday. I've got 72%. It might seems to be a satisfactory result but it was not what I had expected it to. I knew I gave a good and convincing presentation and got assurance from the audience that my presentation was good but 72% was not what I had expected.

Before it was turn for my group's presentation, other groups had already finished theirs and everyone clearly noticed the difference between the presentation of each groups and the quality of it. Thus, it was extremely obvious that matt's presentation was boring and long. Supposedly each group was given a maximum of 15 minutes to present but Matt alone took 30 mins.. Everyone in the lecture hall was obviously bored with the presentation and seriously, it was catching anyone's attention simply because it's too long and theoretic. Overall, it's boring and since it's a presentation of asking investors to invest on the company, it shouldn't be too theory-based but should focus on the main point. Afterall, it's not a lecture but a presentation. Besides that, initially he was presenting well but when looking at the response of the audience, his passion and interest had dropped significantly and it was obvious that he do not have the will to carry on doing the presentation. However, to everyone's surprise, he got the highest which was 84%.

Clearly, I know I was not perfect in delivering the presentation but I was really unsatisfied the big difference in my results in comparison with matt's. Based on my character, I will definitely ask the lecturer for the reason. The response I've got was your pronounciation was not great when in fact she did not sit through my whole presentation as she was rushing off for a meeting. How can she assess me and give me this result when she do not have any idea how I did my presentation and so on.. I understand that I was not great in speaking English with British accent but I am seeking for improvement constantly and I am very sure that the improvement was relatively obvious in the way I speak as compared to when I first came. Moreover, she mentioned that matt is a 110% student, one who is always well-prepared and dis not miss any lesson thus he deserves the marks. This sentence is really amusing and unbelievable.

Why do I say so?
Currently, it was presentation skill that should be assessed. It should base on how each individual presents, the way he/she speak, the content and structure of the presentation and the confidence. If it was presentation skill that you should be assessing, you should not consider factors like good attendance and being well prepared for class. This presentation was one of the components of the whole final year result, it was obvious that everyone was well prepared. Despite most of them did not attend eng lesson regularly, but at least they did what they are required to and had put in effort in all the assignments given. It was really unfair when I was given that explanation from the lecturer. If you are assessing on the performance in all the classes based on the attendance and class involvement, everyone will definitely say matt deserves the mark and perhaps he should be given a higher marks; but it is not the case now. Thus, I really felt the unequal treatment received and was absolutely mad about it.

Arghhh... can't believe that she will give such reason. Ridiculous!!!

2007-06-09T20:31:00.000Z

I'm back again... wanted to do something meaningful for instance, updating my blog, when I felt like vomiting after staring at the books and notes for long hours. LoL...

Anyway, this week goes very fast but not as smooth as I wanted it to be.
I've finished 2 mock papers and had results for the account mock paper I've done last 2 weeks. The result was rather good but I believe the result for my acct management paper will be absolutely disgusting. Ha.. It's so difficult and I just pour out everything I know, hoping that the answer fits what the question requires.

Thursday was an absolutely unlucky day for me.

First, econs lesson was dramtic and chaotic. Our lecturer is simply crazy and was always suspicious. The exams will commerce two weeks later and guess what, he is still rushing through the syllabus like nobody's business and expecting us to know everything before lesson. So what's the purpose of attending lesson when he expect us to know everything just by reading the books. If that's the case, then I might as well not attend his lesson. His mentality is absurd. Like before, he will give us a short test when we finish one chapter and on that day, before giving out the test, he mentioned that we will have a 5 mins break. However, no one leaves and he just distribute the paper to everyone. So, one of my friend was reading the textbook at that time and Olu(lecturer) asked him what he's doing. My friend answered him reading the book as he has some uncertainties from the notes and Olu refused to explain as he said we should read the book before coming to class. My friend muttered ridiculous to himself and as he was so unlucky, the word was heard by Olu and he started turning mad. LOL...

He shouted at my friend, telling him to get out of the class. Everyone was looking blankly coz we did not know what has happened and Olu scolded my friend for being so rude. To be honest, I really do not think my friend has did anthing wrong when he's just making use of the 5 mins break to read the bks to clear his doubts. If MUTTERING the word ridiculous (nobody hears it, only Olu did) is so wrong, then there's no need to behave in that scary manner. Even though my friend asked Olu to listen to his explanation nicely, Olu simply reject his request and shouted him to get out again and again. So eventually, my friend left and of coz he's heading to the programme manager's (Richard) room as Olu told him to explain to Richard directly. We remained in the class with Olu for several minutes as he was telling us how many degrees he has got and he's a doctor but after that, he felt so insecure and he went to Richard's office too.. and from my friend, we got to know they had a conflict in the office but Richard asked Olu to return to the class as the lesson has not ended.

Everyone was not concentrating well after a drama had happened in the class. I wonder why Olu wanted to come over to UK when he felt so insecure being a black, thinking that everyone discriminates him.(It was proven, not based onmy assumption) No matter what, there's 2 more weeks to go and I'll not see him anymore.

Next unlucky incident is my laundries were thrown out of the dryer just because I'm late by 5mins. That stupid angmoh who has no common sense and not at all considerate threw my clothes on the FLOOR just becuase I'm late by 5mins. Was so fed up. It defeats my purpose of washing my clothes. Besides that, there's a bench there and he can't simply leave my clothes on the bench. Driving me to the walls man... Arrr... Talking abt that makes me so frustrated.

Anyway, I talked to cw over the phone that day.. ha... muz be thinking it is so expensive right when u all never pay attention to wat I wrote in my blog de.. I said before there's a website for you to register and u can make free calls de ma.. Ha.. Back to the topic, yapx, we talked for several hours and the feeling was damn nice, haa... So happy =)

Erm.. nothing much to write about le... gona continue with my revision...

Miss ya! =)

2007-06-01T00:12:00.000Z

Sick!

Since yesterday, I have been throwing up and my whole body feel so weak..
Hence, did not attend econs lesson today. Really hate to fall sick here, felt so pathetic... =(

However, I've finally finished my essay. Project was almost completed, currently waiting for other team members to finish their work so that everything can be compiled together. From today onwards, I've to start mugging for exams. There will be 2 mock exams next week and those 2 were the modules I hate most... Haixxxx...

I'm still counting down to the days!
It's really getting nearer and nearer... thrilled~

"Time is a gift, given to you, given to give you the time you need, the time you need to have the time of your life."
-Norton Juster-

2007-05-29T15:55:00.000Z

Just came back from mock exam.. Extremely busy for the past few days, thankfully, I've finally finish my individual project and my presentation slides. I'm left with the 3000 words essay which I hope I can complete it by tomorrow.

Actually I do not have anything to blog about but saw the tag left by 'unknown' so I decided to blog abt wat I've been feeling.

Sometimes, things happened were unpredictable. I believe each individual has their own ways in dealing with the problems. Unexceptionally, I have my own ways too. Even though I am uncertain whether my method in handling the problem works out or if it's the right way but I believe it is the best solution then.

At that moment when I read that blog, no one knows exactly how I really feel. To be honest, I felt pain, disappointed and angry. I thought of confronting him; asking for an explanation. But I clearly understand that there is no need to as I'm in no position to ask for an explanation and even if I asked, nothing changes. What has happen happened. In my perspective, telling people around things that happened and how I'm feeling is childish. I don't have to publicize my story around but I still would want to express my feelings coz I'm also a human. Thus, I blog about my thoughts.

I feel that everything seems to be just a facade as confessions were still made at that point of time despite what has been mentioned in that blog. So what's real and what's not? To be objective... if you were in my shoes, will u deem it as a facade?

I do not know what one word I can use to describe this whole r/s explicitly. I appreciate the effort he put into the r/s. In fact, I did not want to end off without even being friends.
I know everyone who makes mistakes should be given a chance. I did not set death penalty for one who wants to make up the pain caused but I believe perhaps it is a better way when there's no emotions attached.

No idea what response will I get...
I juz write what I feel and not serve as a mean to offend anyone.

2007-05-25T23:31:00.000Z

OMG! I've been awarded a scholarship! Astonished but the feeling's real great!
1000 pounds deducted from my tuition fee in yr 2... Though this may not be really significant from the amount that I've to pay for my tuition fee but I really felt a sense of satisfaction and recognition. Besides that, I've also got 83% for my IT excel test result... Seriously, I'm more than satisfied coz without any basic knowledge on excel spreadsheet in the beginning, this result seems to be a pat on my shoulder... Really happy! =)

Days are passing faster and faster... Not long later, I'll be back home. Really looking forward to it! It's been a long time since I stepped into my house, a long time since I lie on my bed, a long time since I fight with baobao (haha), a long time since I'm spending all my time watching korean shows with mummy... Really miss those times, miss the feeling with the presence of my family, miss those jokes and laughter we all had.. So no matter what, I'll be making full use of the 2 months plus to spend quality time with them.. not forgetting my lovable friends.. =)

Went city with vv, lodao and thomas today... Bought some food back.. Ha.. Finally my fridge is not empty anymore.. There's food le! LOL.. But actually I've found out something today. I found out that I've learn to love reading, ha.. isn't it funny.. We went to Borders and they sat in starbucks which is located inside Borders for coffee.. and I went to read, ha... muz be amazed rite? But seriously, the books here were really attract my attention coz there's alot of books which is what I like and am interested in.. Will buy one someday when there's discount... Ha... poor student is like tat de... Ho...

Anyway, read some entries in some blogs yesterday. Then happen to read an entry which erm... do not how to explain that feeling... Had mixd feeling but actually the feeling isn't that great. Everything seems like a facade, the words, the promises.. everything... Felt like a fool all along.. But since it's the past then no point brooding about it... Let it go, Let it be... It makes me grow, I'll be a fool once but not ever... =)

Today read a book and saw this quote:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the places and moments that take our breath away

Think it's really meaningful.. Like it! =)
Gona stop here, ha...

Miss ya! =)

2007-05-22T23:38:00.000Z

These few days were really busy.. although I've juz had a week of holiday but it did not seems to be like a holiday coz there were simply too many things to complete...
1 mor month to my exams and I've only juz started my revision but have not finish my assignments. Think should be able to complete it before the end of this month... Hopefully.. ha..
Then I shall save those 25 days to really do intensive revision... yeah~ =)
Had done all the necessary arrangement for my trip to Paris.. WOow.. I'm so excited and so looking forward to it! Gona spend 4 days over there and I'll really make good use of the time there and explore paris.. Ha.. after that I'll stay over in London before going back!
Last thurs, I spent my whole day in Great Yarmouth.. Supposedly, we went there to celebrate vis' bday but we ended up going there quite late coz vv's not feeling well.. Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself there... The beach is really nice... Went to the beach for the first time eversince I've came here.. There is a wind farm over there where you can see lotsa windmills in the middle of the sea. Really nice but the weather for that day was not really fantastic.. seems like gona rain any moment... I'll upload the pics taken in 'multiply' once I'm quite free.. =)
Anyway, had a mock exam on financial reporting today.. The questions were tricky but think should be able to do quite well.. I'm so tired now... Juz finish talking with daddy and mummy.. Yapx.. I'm goin star cruise again for big feast!!!! Ha... daddy had booked the tix and we're goin to go on the 20th Jul... So excited for the food! Wahahaha... too long nv had nice food le.. lol
Anyway, I'm gona reply my tag here agn le! Ha..

Crix
I tink ppl tag really fast too.. lol.. that's y i chose to reply here.. seems to be more ez, haha..
You betta make yourself free for mahjong lesson ah!!!! Ha...
I'm gona win ya money, kekeke...=P Btw, I know you guys wun forget such nice and adorable fren like mi de, hee..

Mingyao
Ha... ya lorr.. thankfully you all dun nid to go overseas for training... seems so scary! Think you all better buy more insurance, safer!!!!! I don't mind if you all put my name, lol... I will study hard and put in my best for the exams de, no worries~
You read my blog properly ma.. I wrote until so clear and understandable le, u still can mix up with the dates, aiyo!!!!! It's slightly more than a month to go and I'll be seeing you all le, haa.. it's hard to describe my excitement... =)

Yiliang
I rmb the sheng ming zai yu xun jian... Erm... is it under than 2 babies story huh? Ha... abit forget le, and I totally completely cnt rmb those tang shi, gu wen etc I've memorise like hell ah... Die Die.. haha...
Suddenly, I felt really scare to go bac... How come everyone asking for present de.. omg... can postpone next yr ma.. lol... btw, u got teach Jordon's sis ma? I'm sure he will do well coz his foundation is really good... All thanks to me!!!! wahaha.. but wondering how's Jonas le.. hope he is doing well too...

amilia
It's ok la..dun nid to say sorry! Ha... So wat you wrking as now ah??? Work hard and play hard k... dun spend too much time on wrk then din relac arr.. miss you so much! =)

Bao
Wa... impressive wor.. pulchritudinous...
You know how to use but u know how to read the word anot.. lol...

Ok... finish all my reply le... I nid to sleep terribly...! Ha...

Miss ya! =)
muackxxxxxxx...

2007-05-15T01:38:00.000Z

It's 2.37am right now.. As usual, I can't get to sleep again, think have been used to sleeping at around 4 plus, tat's y even I lied on the bed now, I could not get myself to sleep.
Nevertheless, I can make use of this time to do some blogging coz don't feel like doing work now.. Ha..

Anyway, I've booked my air ticket back home! Unfortunately, the air ticket for 12th Jul is unavailable and so I've to push the date to 14th instead. Will be reaching on the 15th Jul, 2.15pm... Anyone coming to welcome me back home? Ho... Btw, I'll be flying directly back to Singapore which cost more but easier and not tat time consuming coz I really yearn to get back home asap!

Mingyao
I can't save the money le and I'm broke now after paying the air ticket.. No more money liao.. Please don't win my money away when playing mahjong..tat's my only source of income le! I din send my results to mummy.. but I bought a card and send it and cost me more than $10.. card only lae.. $10 liao... sianxxx.. haha.. Buy shirt for dady coz father day and bdae ma.. so combi tgt.. Ha..

Bao
Koung Cibao.. now you richer than me k.. dun come asking for present lae... I only left with 100 plus pounds to spend for my next 2 plus months.. Ho.. I suggest u send some dry food for mi instead! Wahaha...

Crix
Ha.. I'll try my very best to import some grass and leaves from UK back.. You pray hard that the custom will not conduct too serious checks k.. then you'll have some gifts from me le! Hohoho... Anyway, surprise refers means 'to strike or occur to with a sudden feeling of wonder or astonishment, as through unexpectedness' (http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/surprise) ; so by telling me to inform u guys abt my arrival time as you all will plan a surprise for me is no longer a surprise le.. wahaha.. but I still appreciate alot for you letting the cat out of the bag.. LOL...

Fen
You better train your leg good good then accompany me shop ah! I wish to come bac in Jun too but too bad, Jun is my most stressful period.. Ha.. I'm gg to fight in the battle earlier than u n baobao... Hopefully can win the battle! Ho... besides that, help me look out for people who wants a 2 month tuition lae.. I wan earn some money ah! =P

Yiliang
I've already inform my arrival date and time le huh.. so u better make yourself free tat day k! Besides that, what is "jian mei li"? Chinese lai de ma? I still do not understand even though I've used up all my brain cells.. Ha.. Also, are u still teaching JOrdon ah? How is he le? Miss him so much? How's the result and everything? Update me lae!

The my good sistax
Ware the hell you all disappear to huh???? why no tag and msn de.. Forget mi le rite... =( laexxx!

This entry is so special, replying all the tags here so I cn leave more space for u all.. Ha.. It's 3am le, and there's still crazy people screaming and shouting outside coz today is the start of a week holiday! Ha.. guess they juz came bac from clubs! Ha... gg bac I'll definitely pester u all to club with me, hoho.. it's been so long since I club... Maybe they will tink I too 'mountain' to enter le.. Hohoho...

Think I'll call mummy now... will update agn! Tag please!!!!! =)

2007-05-08T16:48:00.000Z

Finally completed the financial part of my business project.. it's been extremely tedious and time-consuming but thankfully I've finished it today morning 5am. Ha..
Left with some other parts of the project, an english essay, 2 presentations and all the notes that I've yet prepared. Oh Gosh... 24 hrs a day is simply insufficient.
Yesterday was Bank Holiday thus I've got no lesson. The four of us (lodao,vv, thomas and me) gathered tgt and went to the lake behind our accomodation for pinic. LOL... It was not really pinic coz we're walking along the lake and eating the food we've prepared at the same time. Life in UK is really torturing especially walking along parks and lake coz I really got no idea why those English like to bring their dogs out... Can't they leave it at home... Makes my outing so annoying. Pissed~ However, it was really quite relaxing to spend an afternoon strolling along the lake.
Anyway, was browsing for my air ticket again. The air tix to HK is so cheap as compared to the one to SG. Wonder if I should take the plane to HK first then back to SG but was really troublesome.. Haix.. Despite the fact that I've yet booked my air ticket but I've confirmed to fly bac on the 12th Jul. Hoho.. so excited!
OMG.. Mummy's Day this sunday and I have not bought anything for my precious beloved mummy... maybe I'll print my results and send to her.. lol.. Isn't it what all mummy in the world will response when you ask her what does she want for mothers' day... Hee..
Alright.. think I'll get back to wrk le.. No more time!!!!!!!!
Will update soon! (Hopefully) but dun be stingy in tagging... I'll read it de.. don't worry! hoho =)

Miss ya!

2007-05-02T02:42:00.000Z

It's 3.42am now. Had juz finish talking with mummy and I couldn't sleep.
Suffering from insomnia lately. Haix... Maybe I'm juz too excited about going back home but I doubt it's the real reason. Ha.. How can I be excited about going home when there's imcompleted projects and exams... Not forgetting the air ticket which I've yet booked.
Lessons today were great. Although had English in the morning but at least it's not too boring so rather enjoy it. Financial accounting lesson were absolutely fantastic today. Learnt about audit today and watched a video on the company - Enron. Wonder if anyone heard about this organization before but this company no longer exist due to greed. They came up with very creative ways in managing their accounts which allows them to report profit every year when they actually made lotsa losses. As their accounts reviewed were of no compliance with the comapanies act thus they went bust.
From the video, you'll really be amazed with how people in the business world think and work. Even though what they are doing are against law but really impressed with how their brains work, ha... Had interest in business all along and I felt I'm beginning to love and enjoy everything about it everytime I learn something. -Happy-
Anyway, are u enjoying this song? Love this song, thanks to Eugene for sending me or else I wun come across such a nice song and wun able to enjoy it with people reading my blog. Ha...
By the way, I juz can't tolerate some people who keeps thinking tat I'm stupid by giving me stupid excuses and think that I'll be fooled by what they say. Oh plx... can you be more creative in coming up with your excuses and don't assume I'm an idiot... ARgh...
Forget about it.. I really want to sleep... maybe I should get some sleeping pills le! Ha...

2007-05-01T20:31:00.000Z

New song!
Great song!
=)

2007-04-30T03:22:00.000Z

OMG...
It's 4.30am now and I couldn't sleep... How am I gona survive tomorrow...
SObx...
nothing much to blog about recently and I tink will not update regularly coz I'm busy with my project, anyone wana lend a helping hand? Ha...
By the way, think u guys gona see me around 10 weeks plus ba..
Feelin' excited ma as it's getting nearer and nearer.. keke

So terrible now, want to slp badly but juz couldn't do it...
Help!!!!!!!

2007-04-23T19:04:00.001Z

I juz came bac from city. Have been calling phone this few days with my handphone coz I've juz topped up my card. So happy!!! =) The feeling of calling home when u're outside and not facing the com is so nice..haha... anyway, went all the way to city coz I'm craving for white chocalate.. Ha.. muz be thinking that I'm mad or fat rite.. but it's ok.. when u have the urge to do something, then do it before it's too late.. so I made up my mind to go city with vv and lodao and I got myself white chocolate and some other stuff too... haa...

Anyway, 2 days ago was so nice... First, I woke up early to go for badminton with lodao and thomas and I know some new frenx over there. After tat, went city with vv and bought a ysl shirt for daddy and myself... So nice... Gona send it to daddy coz he's birthday coming soon too... I'm extremely sure that he will like it coz my taste is good.. lol... Met lodao and thomas after shoppin and lodao treated vv n me starbucks... lol... mama mia.. Ha... after that we went morrisons to shop for grocery and went bac after tat to prepare steamboat... The entire kitchen is fully booked by the 4 of us.. ha... had steamboat till ard 12am, ha... then the 2 guys decided to make beancurd.. but it was unsuccessful... too bad! after tat, we played mahjong till ard 3 to 4am... ha... was like having belated new year... but really had fun despite having the hand cut by the stupid can-opener... now having difficulty with typing and writing... sobx....

Then yest after we finished our laundries, I went over to lodao's place coz they made the beancurd again and it was really delicious... after tat, vv and I were left in the room as they went to play banminton again.. so we are there watching mtv on you-tube... super duper bo liao... ha... Supposedly, I need to go bac early yest night coz today's lesson was quite early... who knows, when the 4 of us gathered together... we talked like nobody's business and went back only at ard 3am... that's y I looked like panda nw... lol... after finish bloggin, I shall take a quick nap before dinner.. ha... that's my piggy lifestyle... hohoho... yest's topic was damn funny... lodao told us his prediction of wat will we most prob be after we graduated... so actually all along his predictions were quite accurate and he can really tell us the character of someone by seeing his/her looks... So after finish saying everything abt the ppl in clz and etc... I asked him did he ever think wat he'll become in future... So he replied that he will most prob be doing business based on his character... then I told him that I agreed with him but his business will be setting a table near the temple helping ppl to 'kan xiang'... lol... was damn funny...

Anyway, went to read shar's blog juz now and came over a quiz and I decided to try it...
and this is my result:

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised
The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

Wan to gif it a try????
http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/

miss ya!!! =)

2007-04-22T12:41:00.000Z

Came upon this and think it's really great...
I'm sure you'll experience this before when you are missing someone...

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
You will be sitting around wondering if you meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about you.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise you by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her,
missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time you were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again,
talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When you realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your call,
you will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes you to loneliness.
It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and
let you know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
You know that you really care and
you indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone
and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
You feel as if you are being left alone.
So if you miss someone,
tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss you.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia.
If you are the one being missed and you know it,
let the other party know.
If you miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
It really felt terrible especially missing someone tat is so dear and close to you.
How i wish to tell her, "You always on my mind, each time i wake up till i close my eyes.."

=)

2007-04-20T15:33:00.000Z

Wow... Finished 3 tests today, I'm so tired now... craving for a massage, ha...

Anyway, not much differences in what I'm doing but think have been slacking around more.. haha... and had late dinner everyday, oh gosh... later gain lotsa weight again!!! Knew one big news from Sharlene tt day, regarding the massacre in Virginia Tech University. One korean guy killed 32 people after a heated arguement with someone he likes... Was terribly shocked upon reading it, so afraid that it will happen to my school!!! But I think everything depend on fate so need not think much too... Ya...

Had dinner with lodao, vv, lodao's fren - (qistin and another 2 which I can't rmb the name) yesterday. It was really nice coz it juz seems like having dinner in malaysia... haha... and got to know one big secret which I can't believe it too... qistin told me that there's a guy who I don't really know goes around telling people that he likes me alot... crazy fellow, hahaha... but at least I know I've got my unique glamour and charm too... lol.. ok.. enuff of crapx... hohoho

Today's IT lesson was really funny... as it was really a small lecture class, so u know who is listening to the lecturer and who is not and I'm so sure that the lecturer is only teaching 3 souls which is lodao, thomas and me... haha... the rest of them were either dazing or dozing off and you can see that the lecturer is asking the 3 of us questions and only looks at us.. ha... today lesson should supposedly end at 11am but have 3 tests so I'm only bac in the room at only 4pm... Sianx... haha...

Yapx.. actually we planned to go city today but we've got an email tellin us that no bus is operating today due to bus strike... haha... bus drivers here plan and inform people that there will be bus strike.. haha.. so funny...

Want to upload some photos in my multiply website... so I'll stop here!
Will update soon!!! =)

2007-04-16T23:12:00.000Z

It's first day of school today, everything was rather ok... got a well-planned timetable which I nid not wake up early in the morning everyday except friday.

Anyway, I've got back my results for my Introduction to Biz project... the one which I blogged abt... Thankfully, the results was good, haha... did not waste my effort! Got 78%!!! Yeah... and I'm the highest... Seriously, I'm quite contented with it... =)

Was in the room the whole day after I finished my lesson... Dull~

I wonder what would it be like if I did not come over to study... Will it be better or worst? Although it's tough living here but actually I've learned alot of things from the living experience...

I wonder will there be any changes in those familiar places I hang around with everyone when I'm in Sg... Will everything be different from what I know? Have the urge to ask baobao to go Mac with me now... Ha... We olwaex buy ourselves a burger in Mac, then went over to KFC to buy cheese fries(our all-time favourite) for supper, hohoho... then when we go back home, mummy will start to nag at us... then we'll hear this familiar phrase: 'ni bu pa fei huh...'; haha...

I wonder how will all moi friends look like now??? Feel that ppl like Joy ah, cuiwen ah, christopher will change alot in terms of looks... Ha... Really want to know how they feel and react when they c me bac, or maybe I'll pop out in surprise??? So curious...

Wonder what will my room look like now? Actually I don't like my room, think too kiddish le, haha... and too old pattern, lol... but I'm sure daddy will not renovate it while waiting for her princess' arrival...haha...

How will I react when I see you, you and you... Ha... actually was quite afraid to go back, coz too many uncertainties.. Ha... dunno u all will boycott me coz I forget how to play mahjong ma... dunno how will everyone looks like now, dunno what will be ur reaction when u see me...

Anyway, I guess will be back around 80 plus days...
excited!!!

2007-04-15T23:51:00.000Z

Felt so smart all of a sudden...
Juz changed my blogskin and the music...
Can you imagine a CI like me doin this?
No rite... but I did it! =P

2007-04-15T17:02:00.000Z

Finally finish my english essay... so, felt happi nw,haha...

lessons gona start tml after a 3 weeks 'holiday'... although it's quite dreadful to wake up early in the morning everyday to attend boring lectures but at least time passes faster this way. Don't have to buried myself in the room the whole day. Look forward to it! Will be getting back result for one of the projects done last sem... hope will do well! =)

sometimes it's really not easy to face things that happen in life... though you may see it coming, you may tell yourself to accept it and you did... but on the other hand, did you really accept what has happened? when you face things you hate hearing it, hate seeing it or encountering it, what will you do? I've got no idea too... but if you chose to face it bravely and accept it... you may not end up what you appear to be... suddenly tink of this.. ha.. juz wana share... maybe anyone wants to give his/her opinion.

gona do some stuff le, will be updating soon...

miss ya... =)

2007-04-14T00:47:00.000Z

SOo sleepy!

eye lids were heavy... wanted to sleep!!!

sobxxx...
but haven finish moi work...

haix...

was ultimately unlucky today...

wanted to make something to eat for dinner juz nw...

put the microwave food in the oven... who knows..

when i'm bac to the kitchen, i can smell of sth burnt...

opened the lid n realised tat the food is burnt and mi plate has melted...

there goes mi dinner and plate...

sianxxxx...

tink sth gona happen to me..
omg!!! dun wana tink abt it...

2007-04-13T05:11:00.000Z

It's 6.13am...
I'm very tired but was bac not long ago only...
Rolson asked me to go ASDA to shop, it's 24hrs... so I juz went coz dun feel like stayin in the room too...

Juz finished my IT project yesterday..think it was not bad, i hope~
Haf to work on english essay tml... so meaningless...
time flies really fast, gona say bye to holidays le... So bored...

I want to talk talk talk so badly... hahaha...
Yapx... though I duno wat to talk abt, but jux wan someone to talk to me...

Was watching utube this morning... saw guess show talking abt ah ya's leaving...
remembered the day I left... 22 Sep 06...
all moi close ones came to send me off, felt quite sad... realli miss everyone, wanted to go bac badly... hug one by one tightly, saying I miss you alot!!! Anyway, it's gona 7mths le... 3 mor mths to go... I can do it!
Wait for moi hugs and kisses!!!! Euu can't escape de!!!! Hohohoho...

Miss ya... =)

updated

2007-04-06T13:19:00.000Z

Lately, the days that I'm living is rather the same. No much differences and I'm ultimately bored with it.
Was currently busy with IT project and an essay regarding globalization which needs me to crack my brain to squeeze out 1500 words. Haixxx... So meaningless...
Went Cambridge that day and sureprisingly we've got ourselves cheap rail tickets and the time spent was quite fascinating. Lotsa of beautiful scenery to enjoy and it's a peaceful environment. Can consider to live the rest of ya life there after you retire.
It's April! Been here for the 7th month... Time really passes quite fast. Wonder if it's good or bad.. Ha... Though I can go back soon, but before that, there's still exams to worry for. So has anyone planned any activities???
By the way, there's a website - www.jajah.com where you can sign up and make calls free. You entitled 1000mins for a mth and you're able to call jajah members anytime without spending any money. If you signed up for it, tell me k? So we can chat over the phone, hahaha... sound so exciting...
Really miss all my friends...

2007-03-21T17:12:00.000Z

I've been amazing...
Really amazing!!!

Done my accounting test, completed and handed up my project today... finally! Been rushing to finish the project in times of bad, I never gif up... I still carried on doing, knowing that I should not be affected and be defeated easily.

However, deep down in my heart... I'm can still feel the pain. I may look fine, I may look strong but in fact, I don't think I am... It's been a torture for me this past one week, feeling abandoned. At the time when I need encouragement, help and support most, everything happened... I've been backstabbed and accused by someone I regarded as a good friend and he don't believe me for her words. Though I tried explaining, but that was treated as a pack of lies... When I gave up explaining, I was said to have no evidence to support my stand... No one understands the pain I've been enduring. I yearn for a listening ear and a word of encouragement but there's none... Everything, I've got to bear everything... Words of accusation and insults, stress from my work, family and my inner feeling... I've got a lot of things to say, really a lot! There's hole in my friendship, my relationship and things happened at home.

All along, I'm someone who hates to be alone... I dare not do alot of things by myself, I've always want someone to guide me through and I need friends and family... Over here, I've got no family to rely on, I've got to find myself friends... I want to mix around with them, I don't want to be neglected... Everyone here is rather nice to me but you never know deep inside their heart, what are they thinking.. I've heard of people attempting to put a recorder in the kitchen to record things people said, I've heard of people spitting into bowls belonging to others they detest and alot alot.. After knowing what is really happening around, I really fear... Even people whom I treat as my good friend, someone I did not boycott when everyone ostracised her betrayed me... Let alone those who are just friends around... The world is so scary, people who appear to be nice to you might be killing you silently... If I din come over to UK, I never know the existance of such things...

I've been amazing...
Really amazing!!!

I told myself not to hate anyone who hurts me... though he did not believe me but someone he dun really know, I told myself it's ok... It makes me reckoned the fact that even people who are close to you will leave you eventually... Though in the end he hears my explanation and felt bad to me... he wanted me back, but I know I can't. I told him that I'm not angry with him, neither do I hate him but I can't bring myself back to him even if I want to...
Juz hope he will really do well in life and put in the best in everything he do... take care!

2007-03-05T23:23:00.000Z

Something happened to me recently...
I've got wisdom tooth!!! It's painful for the past few days but now is ok...
Haa... I'm smart now...

Anyway, do you want to know if you're smart?
Challenge yourself with this:

There are five houses, each with a front door of a different color, inhabitated by people of different nationalities. Each person has a different pet and prefers a different drink, and likes to eat a different food.

The following are facts to help you solve the puzzle:
1. The Australian lives in the house with the red door
2. The Italian owns the dog
3. Coffee is drunk in the house with the green door
4. The Ukranian drinks tea
5. The house with the green door is immediately to the right(your right) of the house with
the ivory door
6. The mushroom eater owns the snails
7. Apples are eaten in the house with the yellow door
8. Milk is drunk in the middle house
9. The Norwegian lives on the first door on the left
10. The person who eats onions lives in the house next to the person with fox
11. Apples are eaten in the house next to the house where the horse is kept
12. The cake eater drinks orange juice
13. The Japanese eats bananas
14. The Norwegian lives next door to the house with the blue door.

Question - Who drinks water and who owns the zebra???

The world record for solving this puzzle is 10 mins... Haaa... Try it!
It's fun!!!

When I'm 12...

2007-03-01T14:58:00.000Z

Can you spot me???

While I was browsing friendster, I went to one of my primary sch fren's pg and saw this pic.

I'm amazed of my look! Ha... I seriously believe it is absolutely different from what I look like now... Wahaha...

One down

2007-02-27T17:10:00.000Z

After days of late night sleep, I've finally managed to complete one project and presentation is on thursday...

However, business is another torturing one. Seems impossible to finish as it's really hard to do the analysis. When you hear anyone saying business is easy in U or people who major in business is those who do not like to study, you can just go straight up and tell him/her off.

Hands were aching for days due to the badminton session on Sunday. It's my first time doing sports since arriving UK. Ha... It's not because I'm lazy but the cost of doing exercise is really high. Thankfully, Rolson lent me his racket so I can play or else I'll have to rent. Booking a court for 40mins cost 2.50 pounds... Do you think it's expensive? You won't after you know that buying ONE SHUTTLECOCK costs you 1.25 pounds. Ha...

Have been living in uncertainties this few days. Haixxx...

By the way, went to this website - http://www.9sky.com/soin/sptrack/q/37534/f/alb to hear xin huey's song. Seriously, I think her song is really not bad but it seems that there's a lot of negative comments. Unfair~

I'm gona cheong my project la.. Hope I'll have time to update more soon... =)

Part 2...

2007-02-24T00:17:00.000Z

As it's the beginning of a new year, I've decided to start with a new blog which is the Part 2 of my story... I'll just forget all the bad memories and begins with new things with great expectancy.

First of all, I've had my new year celebrated at Victory House Flat 16, which is just one floor above my flat. It's the place where I had my dinner every night and the place where parties were celebrated and mahjongs were held. Exciting things just happen there and it's really unexpected. Ha...
On the eve of CNY, I had steamboat dinner with 9 other friends and lotsa photos were taken but it's yet to be uploaded here as I'm waiting for the photos too.. Arghhh... However, I'll still upload the pics once I've received those photos. Yeah...

Guess what, I've received many parcels, wahaha... All from my beloved ones... =)

There's mummy's first baked new year cookies which it's fully consumed by me... Nothing is left, haa... Inside the parcel, there's hong bao for me too!!! Any idea how much is it inside? I don't know too coz have not opened it yet, ha.. Thanks daddy and mummy... Muackxxx...

Next... I've got a late parcel. It's supposed to be coming in on Vday but it's juz late. The things inside were more exciting. Ha.. There's DORAEMON, Vit C energising face spritz which invigorates tired skin, hydrates and refreshes the face, 2 CDs, 2 pens and a big big card which is very nice. Thanks MT! Ding Dang is simply so cute... Wahaha...

And...

Comin up next, I've received 2 parcels today which really perks me up. First to mention is definitely from my bestie goodie frenx, namely Amilia, Christopher, Cuiwen, JOyJOy, LifenG, MingyaO, WeiKang, YiLiang and Zixun(if I'm not wrong) - *in alphabetical order, no bias k...* It's a heavy packet which consist of sweets with lotsa paper written with wishes, magazines specially imported from Sg, a new year card desgned by Chris with 2 very old photos attached, mahjong tiles ear studs specially from JOy which I wonder when will I have the courage to wear it and a box of chocolates bought from Vivo costing $6.80, haha... coz a receipt is attached to it... How sweet of them to inform me the price of it... Ha... I'm really really really touched coz din expect to get anything from them... So blessed!
YApx... not forgetting the parcel which I sent from Hong Kong 2 months ago... Long long time...